Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Taking stock and cleaning house
(this is the view from our deck)
Yesterday, I spent several hours sitting on our deck, reading and doing a lot of thinking about things in general. I was taking stock of my life and what I needed versus what I was getting and doing.
And I realized that my life was cluttered, and was demanding way too much energy for non-essential things.
So, I decided to clean house.
Both literally (I cleaned the windows so they sparkled!) and figuratively.
I decided I needed to cut loose some of the things that have been sapping my energy and wrapping me up in unnecessary drama, and to re-order my life so that I was focusing my energy more wisely.
This is something that has been building, and coming for some time now. I wrote about it here, when I talked about de-choring my life and re-treating it. I realized that I was letting obligations get in the way of my own health. And I was so involved in listening to other people that I lost sight of what I was telling myself.
I made some conscious decisions yesterday about exactly what I needed to cut out or reduce in my life, and what I needed to retain. And I felled the axe. More cuts are coming, eventually. And some additions, to be sure. Healthy additions.
And tomorrow, I am starting my swim routine again.
I know, I know. I've been saying this for months.
But this time, I have made the necessary changes that will let that happen. My swim bag is packed and ready for me! And I need the water.
After all, I'm a fish!
And I need a new routine. One that is geared to my own personal schedule, and not tied to those around me.
So, today marks the beginning of a new era. A fresh start. A clean house, both inside and out.
Just in time. And we have a great, fun, and exciting weekend planned!
What will you do to clean house this week?